July 23, 2008Reveal yourself {1}HERE IS MMY NEW FAN FIC THAT IM WRITTING WITH MEY SISTER!!! lol Check tell what love guys Jen &jor
“ Jen..” I Sat in the chair adjacent to the couch that Half her band and she sat on. “ I hear you and Robby are the two that stared the band is that right?” I asked. She smiled and looked over at Robby who was on her far right “ Yea. that’s right. Robby and I went to high school together. And we were really in to the whole” She did air quotes “Emo scene.. And we would always talk about starting a band. So when me and Robby made it to the 11th grade we finally came though and brought together our band” She smiled as she answer my question. “ Is that right” I said nodding “ When did you sister Jordyn come in to the scene?.” I asked “ Oh well see Jor. Is 2 years younger then me and she was always into like the boy bands. Then when me and Robby met we stared hanging out at my house a lot listen to music, and Jordy would just come in and chill with us. So I guess you could say Jory is sorta like a CO Founder” She said with a laugh and looked back at Robby who was laughing also. “Wow.. Now Robby, Dean is your brother is that correct?” I asked. “ Haha… no see we found him in the middle of a corn field on Halloween when I was two. He was laying in the middle of a crop circle.” Him and Jen where the only ones laughing out of the 3. She sat at the end of the couch closest to me. Next sat Jess the bands lead singer then there was Robby the bands drummer. “ That’s not funny Robby he’s your brother” Jess said as she slapped Robby’s shoulder. “ Ouch your freak JEN!!!” He said pouting as he looked down at Jen. Who sat there looking at her band mates with an evil stare. Witch got both of them to shut up and act there age. “ YEa… anyway. Next question?” Jen asked as she turned to me. “ Oh.. Uh well whats the hardest part of being a new up coming band?” I asked with a smile. “ Oh that easy …” Jess began. “ It so hard to find shop that we can go in with out getting bother.” She said. This made Robby and Jen both look at her like she was completely stupid. “ Jess shut up and say nothing more ok?!” Jen said all Jess did was nod and smile and turn her attion to her phone. “ Well the real answer to that question is. Its really hard to find any one to sign us. We have been around almost a year. And yet no one has discover us Yet. I mean our fans who like the freaking best. But like no real label offers.” Jen said looking down at Robby who was on the phone. “ Um Jen?” He said looking at her. “ Yea?” She asked Robby. He passed her the phone and she looked at it. “ Who is it Robby” “ Just talk” He told her. She said hello and left the room. “ Im sorry.” Robby said looking at me smiling this might just so happen to be our big break!” He said with so much excitement in his voice! “ Its fine.. But do you mine me asking who was on the phone.” I asked looking at the boy who was excited “ Uh not to be rude but I don’t want to say anything till Jen Returns.” He said with a smile. “ I totally understand” I said returning the smile. JENS POV {phone conversation} JEN/ Other person“Hello?” “Who is this” “this is Peter.” “ And do I know you Peter?” “ I think you sent me a demo of some of your stuff a few weeks ago.?” “ Your….Not… Peter Wentz.?” “ Yea…” “ Woah!:” “ Well any ways I like you guys a lot and I was hoping we could maybe meet up and I could listen to guys play live. And I was thinking about signing you.?” “ Ok Just hold on a second I need to catch my breath I cant believe this is happening” “Take all the time you need Doll just give me a call back later with where you want to meet and the address of the place. And the time and date.” “ Oh…Ok “ “ Alright doll goodbye now” “ bye”I said and with that I ended the call.
INTERVIEWS POV “ SO Robby? What do you do in your spare time?” I asked as we where still waiting on Jen to return. “ Well sleep.” He said with a laugh. “ Haha” I was about to ask another question when Jen walked into the room grabing Robby’s and Jess’s arm Im sorry but we need to cut this short.” she began “ We need to have a band meeting like NOW and well im sorry we will do as meany interviews for this station some other day im uber sorry” And with that she was gone. “ NO POV “ Jen wtf?” Jess yelled at her friend. “ Well do you know who I was just on the phone with?” She asked the band. Who she had just called into this little meeting. “ No who Skits?” Jordyn asked her older sister. “ Peter Wentz” Jen said with a huge smile on her face “ Skits are you for sure it was really him?” Dean asked. Dean always seemed to be the doubter of the group. “ No Dean it was Really him.” Robby said to his brother. “ No Way Robs, Skits are you for fcking real” Jess and Jordyn said with happiness in their eyes. “ Yes guys where for real and he wants to meet up and listen to us and maybe even sign us.” Jen said looking around at all the faces of her band. Her closest friends. Who have been there longer then the band. This is a little scary for her. Just because she has known these 4 people almost her whole life. But after they get sign and get big. What if they Change. :Let all the fame go to their heads.? Could she really deal with that?
“ Uh Jen… Jen Hello Earth To Jen!!” Robby said in front of his friend Who seemed just to be sitting there staring into space. “ Skits… She gone” Jordy said waving a hand in front of her sisters face “ That’s not normal” Jess said pointing to Jen who sat there string at window of the room that the band sat in. “ Yea it is… She does it all the time!” Jordy said looking evilly at Jess. Ok so Jordyn and jess don’t like each other. Just never had. Since the first day Jen Met Jessica, Jordyn Had it out for her. “ Well sorry…” Jess said rolling her eyes and looking down at her phone witch she seemed to have attached to her at all times. “ Whatever airhead” Jordyn said. Looking at her sister, She toughed her self. What if we all change. What if we get evil stuck up airheads and want to nothing but be in front of the press. She asked her self as she zoned out also. “ Well dean I think we lost the Way Sisters,” Robby said looking at his brother who was now passed out asleep in the chair he was sitting in “ You know what I just realized “ Jess said looking at Robby “ YEa what Jess?” Robby said a little annoyed at her. She wouldn’t even be in the band if she couldn’t sing. “ Well Jen and Jordyn’s last nam is the same is Gerard and Mikey Way.” She said. “ Hey your right Ive never realized that. I wonder” Robby got to thinking. I wonder if they are realated. He thought. We all are from New jersey. Witch means nothing but. It might mean something. Hmm Ill have to figuar this one out on my own. Robby thought to himself.
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June 29, 2008MOVie ReviewV FOR VENDETTA
If you never seen this movie then your missing out for sure!!! Dude i watched it last night or this moing at like 12:15-2:30 am Its a very awesome movie it kinda twisted but its not really V is a killer but you learn about him thought out the movie. Natalie Portman, Hugo Weaving and Stephen rea. Stare in this movie. It was made in 2006 and my parents woulnt let me ever see it. But then i finally tonight got to see it.
WATCH V FOR VEnDETTA
CD REVIEW!!!! KAty Perry One of the boys. OMG OMG MG This cd is an wicked cd its not wat i expected but it was very mind blowng Katy perry has a voice thats just AH!!
I kissed a girl was her singual. And thats the 1st song i heard by her. I kliked it and i bouth the Cd. If you not listed to her then i sugsest you do!!!! CHeck her out!!
OH AND WARPED TOUR IN NINE DAYS!!!! =D LOVE Jen CHECK THIS SHIT OUT!!!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS
Posted on 06/29/2008 11:47 PM Comments (0)
June 28, 2008I KISSED A GIRL
WHOS GOING TO WARPED TOUR IN ATL GA??? ON JULY 9 IF YOU ARE HIT ME UP BC DUDE WE CAN MEET UP LOL!!!!~JEN
Posted on 06/28/2008 11:35 PM Comments (0)
June 17, 2008WAYWARD MARCH ONE
SO YO THIS WAS INTRODUCE A FEW POST BACK SO GO CHECK IT OUT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOT THIS FAN FIC????~JEN RBC
"Jen!!" I heard my name beging called. Even though i had my head phones in and music blasting i still heard my name. I really didnt care so i didnt do any thing i lay there poolside in the WARM sun.
All of a sudden i felt Two hands wrap round me and pull me up and run with me. I looked up and saw Brad. His Blonde hair blowin though the wind as he ran with me toward the pool. " BRAD STOP!" i yelled. Not stopping him from jummping into the COld pool with me in his arms. I stayed under the cold water for a few momments then i resurfaced. The wind was blowing so it hit my wet body like arrows. It stung. I ran over to my chair and grabed my towel.
I looked over and saw Brad getting out of the pool shivering. He was running toward me. I didnt know what he wanted so i watched him.. "Jen Shareing is careing" He said grabing at my towel. "What? Then i dont care this is MINE!" i said lossing it up and wraping half around my tiny body and he took the other side and did the same. "YAY you do care." He siad smlein and he and i started to walk back toward the house intil we both stoped dead in our tracks and looked over to the old ladys house next door. There in her yard sat 2 plastic rain deer. I looked over to Brad and he looked at me. We both droped the towel and took off running. We were both almost over the fence when something or more like someone pulled us down causeing me and him both to fall flat on our butts.
I looked up and saw Chris. Its dark hair was spiked and his eyes glinced in the sun. "OW...." i said rubing my butt and looking up at him "Well you two better not try and do what i think you where about to do." He said poniting at us.. "We wasnt..." i lied causeing brad to bust out laughing "Leave the ladys stuff alone she called the cops on you last time and this time im not bailing your butts out of jail!" Chris told us and walked away.
I looked at brad and he looked at me. He had one of thoses grins that said well get it some way! "What?" I aksed him. "Ok tonight after Allen, Chris, and Paul are all asleep we will come back for them Poooor pooor deer.:" he said. This caused me to smile. Iloved how he thinks. "Ok works wonderfuly for me!!" I said smileing an evil smile as we both got up and started to the house. He stoped and picked up the towel and went on his way back into the house.I follow quickly. The wind was still blowing ad it still so happen to be cold.
I sat on th couch as i waited for the guys to fall asleep. When Allen came in the room. " Yo Jen" He said and sat beside me. " Um..yea?" I asked takeing myattion off the TV and looking at him. " Well Paul kinda wants to uh...um Talk to ya!" He said with sympthmy in his eyes. " Again?" I asked tring not to tear up but Paul was weird he was Jelouse off all my guy friends. " Well...." The allen shook hes head and shured... " I dont know any thing." Allen said loking at the TV.
I finally sighed and got upfrom the couch and walked up the staris that happen to lead to Pauls room. His door was shut when i made it there. Unusally, he never shut his door.
I opened the door slowly and hear moaning and what i saw was just heart breaking. "PAUL!" I welled at hin. He jumped up fast and looked at me wided eyed. " WHY THE HEll are you in here?" He yelled. " IM Your gril friend i think i have a right to be in here Who isth girl?" I asked holding bck tears.
BRADS POV All i could hear was Jen and aul yelling they are not right for each other she shoul be mine. I could treat her WAY better then Paul could ever! Goah will they ever shut up? Serioulsy I am tring to think ofa plan to get them deer out of The Old Ladys yard with out gettig.... Caught by her or chris...getting attacked by the ladys dog...or seting the alamr off.
There was a kock on my door. I got up to open it and BAM! I was punched in the face. " OW What the hell" I asked Paul who had just broke my Jaw " You, Brad Stay far away from my GIRL!" He said to me. I got up off the ground and looked at him. " I dont think Shes Really your girl when you have 10 every night!!!" I dished out at him all he could do was thow another punch. But does he hit me??
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June 5, 2008GUESS WHOS 29?!?HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY PETE WENTZ
HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY PETE WENTZ
HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY PETE WENTZ
HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY PETE WENTZ i just wanted to wish Pete a happy birthday and thank him for everything hes done. And to tell him COngrats on everything!! !LOL
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May 1, 2008I WONT EVER LET THEM HURT YOU!! CHAPTER TWO!!!I WONT EVER LET THEM HURT YOU!! CHAPTER TWO!! He keep his mind on her the whole night. As she danced as she smiled as she did anything. He made sure to keep and eye out for anyone that would try and take this wonderful creature from him. "Well Mr. Gerard. Its getting a tad late. Are you not tried of me yet?" She asked him with a smirk. "Oh never! That is not possible Miss. " He told her in reply. "Well i need to go and check in with my brother. So Stay" She comnaded him. "I shall not move a musle" He told her as he acted like he wuld nt move. "Very well" She smiled and gracefully skiped acrossed the room.
Once Emma had found her borther she was very tried. She never could find him in a huge crowrd like this. He always seemd to be hidding from her.
She found him near the other side of the ballroom. He was danceing with a rather young girl. Emma thought she couldnt have been older then her. Emma waked up on her brother taped his shouled and smiled as he turned to her.
"Yes?" He asked acting as if she had just messed up his moment with the young grl with blonde hair. "You told me to find you at mid-night" She replied to him. Looking down before she could see his face. Every onece in awhile He would gett arngry at her for no reason. She was scared of him. But she lovd him. He was the last of her family execpt her step brother who had lived though the horrible acident. "Very well Emily." He siad as he motion hr off " Hmm... whatever Adam."She said as she went off on her marry little way. On her way back to Gerard she bummped into someone. Someone that she cared about who treated her better then her real brother. He was her Step brother but yet he was more real to her then ever. "Hello Jared." She said as she pulled herself off the floor. " Hey Emma haveing fun tonight?" He asked with a smile. "Of course i am!" She told him. Then he lend in and whisper in her ear. " I got the tickets." Then he pulled away beaming from ear to ear. " Yo mean you got the Underoath tickets" She said a little suprised. She knew Jard could do anything. He could pull alot oF strings to get what ever he wanted. "Yes!And we are so there tomorrow night!" he said still beaming. "DUDEEE!!" She squeled. "Shhh Adam." Jared said as Adam, who was now alone, made his way over to the siblings. " Jared, Emma" He addressed them. " i think it is time to go" He told them. Emma wasnt ready to go at all she want to dance with Gerard some more. "Im not ready to leave just yet. " She told her older. Who just stared at her for a brif second then rolled his eyes. "Whatever We are leaving at 2 am if your still not ready to go then to Bad" he said as he to gracefully walked like she had done.
SHe talked with Jared a few more momments then went back to find Gerard. She found him in the same spot where she had left him.
"Well hello again" He said as soon as she was close enough. "Why hello" She smiled "Would you like to go for a walk in the graden?" He asked her. She beamed up at him. How did he know i love gradens? And the dark? She asked herself "Yes" She said. They started their way out. Once outside he grabed her hand and laced their fingres.
If i do i have to do it now. I have to i dont have any other time. Its now or loss her to someone eles. No You cant. But you cant let someone eles have her either. So this is my only chance do it now never. He thought to himself.
Will he keep her for his own?!?~jen
Posted on 05/01/2008 5:29 PM Comments (3)
April 30, 2008I WONT EVER LET THEM HURT YOU!! CHAPTER ONE!!I WONT EVER LET THEM HURT YOU!! CHAPTER ONE!! As she danced gracefully around the ball room floor. As her dress swayed in the wind. She smiled. She smiled that one wonderful smile. That one smile that could make ones day. That smile that brought you from the dark to the light. But as fast as that smile was there it was gone even faster .When she saw him. Him the one that had broke her heart. The one who said she was the only one. Then one she loved and still did love. She tried to get away as fast as she could. Before he Saw her. But It seemed her heals would not move fast enough. He saw her. He saw he turn away. He saw her. Walk ever so gracefully away from him . “Emma” He called after her. This made her stop, turn to his view and smile a fake smile at him “Well Hello, Peter.” She said bitterly at him. “You look rater lovely tonight” He compliment her. “ Yea and you don’t look to bad your self” She replied trying to think of any excuses to get away from him. She didn’t look into his eyes because she knew that as soon as she did she would be sucked in and would never find her way out. “Emma…. I miss you” He told her. Witch made her roll her big, ice, blue eyes. He pulled this before and it only cause her more pain. “ Pete.. Live your life with out me. You know I was only your fucking buddy” She whispered to him hoping none of the elders didn’t hear her. “ No Emily I do I do miss you…. I realize I made a huge mistake…. Emma its been 2 years… Ilove you please just listen to me…” He begged her. She still never looked into his eyes. Or even at his face. She kept her glaze at the new, young gentleman that had just enter the room with Mrs. Doris. He was very handsome. She was falling for a guy she hadn’t even spoke to . “ Emma?” Pete questioned her. “ Huh? Yes Pete?” she asked “ Ok…. Can we still be friends? And stop all this tense between us?” He asked her. This caused her to smile. It was not the smile form moments before but a new one. A one that told him that that meant the world to her. That’s all she ever wanted him as a friend but then they stared dating and she fell way to fast in love with him,. “ Yes of course Pete!” She smiled again and hugged him and of course he hugged her back. They went their separate ways. He went and danced with one of Emma’s friends. As She stood there thinking of ways to talk to the new fellow in the room. She had lost track of him so she stood there gazing at the walk behind where he had stood moments before. “ Just go talk to him im sure he will talk back” She heard a voice behind her say. “ Huh?” She turned to find the New Fellow standing there more handsome then before. He smiled at her. “ I said you should just go and speak to the fellow you keep starting at” He told her. “ Well I seem to be doing so right now” She said titling her head to hide her rose colored cheeks. “ Well if that’s the case. Im Gerard.” He said sticking out his hand., She smiled and took it. He kissed the back of her hand and smiled. “ Well Im Emma” She told him “ Oh is that true?” He asked her looking up and smiling “ Oh yes it is.” She replied. His hair seemed to work with his skin tone. He was pale and his hair was dark. She looked into his eyes. They seemed to be a greenish color when they started their little chat. But for some reason now his eyes where a violet color mixed with red. Is that possible. She asked her self as she started into his big pretty eyes. “ Well Miss. Emma may I have this dance?” He asked her. All she did was nod. He escorted her to the floor and started to dance. They dance all night. The last song was a slow song. He wrapped his arms around her waist and her arms went up around his neck. And they danced slowly around the floor. She felt like she had know him forever. Maybe in another life or something He felt the same about her. He couldn’t place his finger on it. He knew there was something very different about this girl. He knew that he had to have her as his own before someone else had her for their own.
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April 16, 2008INTRO TO WAYWARD MARCHLiving in one house with 4 boys.One bathroom. 3 bed rooms and 1 couch! How would you feel if you was the only girl? Well i dont care i wouldnt trade this life for nothing! I live this band Called Wayward. They are a great bunch and illove each and everyone of them alot. If any one tries to change the bond between me and this band i probly would have to kill them.
Chris. Hes like my big brother always have been. He keeps me out of troblue and gets me out. He took me in when i wa really little like mabe 11 and he was 14 bout to be 15. His parents treated m as if i was their own. Chris is very protective of me and ilove him!! He is in an awsome band thats called Wayward. He sings. Hes is and awsome sinngger i love just listening to him. Me and him are SUPRE close.
PAUL
OK So Paul and i have had our ups and downs. We dated then we didnt then we dated again. So yea. Pauls an awsome guy also ilove him alot. We are datting at the moment but who knows how long this will last. Paul is Wayward's drumer and he sings!!
ALLEN
Not much i can say about him! Hes an AWSOME KID and ilovehim to Death. Even though and can get a bit anoying sometimes But hes the greatest! Hes always makeing jokes thats just not funny but sometimes he makes some pretty awsome ones! Hes always plling my hair and helping me fall but oh well i was going to fall anyway with out his help. Allen plays Gee-tair in Wayward and he kicksass!!! =]
BRAD Hes my best frined in the whole WORLD! He helps with allmy prombles! Even though hes CRAZY and sill some times hes still a great friend. He and I Do Alot together. We are always getting in trouble, With the old lady next door and the cops. Chris always has to Get us out of our little mess!!!! =) Brad plays the Bass for their band Wayward!!
ME Ans then theres me. Im a kid that her parents didnt want. So i ran away. Then i meet Chris. He took me home and let me meet his parents who immdeamly liked me. They took me in and treated me as if i was their own. Ive been with Chris For 6 years. And im not planing on leaveing him any time soon! He treats me good. When im around him i dont feel as messed up as i know i am.
SOOOO??? WHAT DO U THINK I THINK THIS MIGHT GO ALONG WAY!!! heh e WAYWARD IS A REAL BAND AND THE GUYS ARE REAL TOOO SOOO ADD THEM TO MYSPACE? THEY ARE AWSOME AND SUPRE FRIENDLY!!!!! =)
http://www.myspace.com/waywardrockmusic
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April 15, 2008the story of a rock stars kid 6NEXT CHAPTER SO I woke up the next morning felling GOOD. I looked to the left and saw William still asleep. Haha. I laughed as I got out of bed and walked to my room.
A few hours later I had packed all my stuff. Had a shower, wrote some lyrics and listen to my I-Pod. I was bored and no one was up yet. We was leavening the house at 10 because we had a plane to catch at 11. I looked at my clock beside my bed and it read. 9:15. Guess I need to get the boys up. I told myself and I walked out the room. I walked to all the guys rooms exact daddy’s. When everyone was up I decide I would go get star bucks and then wake Dad up. I was about to walk out the door when some one knocked. I open the door and found Bob and Ray smiling happily at me. I let them in and talked for a few moments. Then I headed out again but was stopped at the door by frank. I let him in an left. I got every one coffee and headed home. When I got there I saw Patrick holding Ray back, William holding Frank back, and my dad holding Bob back. Fire in all of their eyes. Each one of them looked really pissed. Frank had blood running down his cheek, Ray’s eye was already swelling. And Bob he was bleeding from his nose and also had a black eye. “ Whats going on?” I half way yelled as I placed all the coffee on the table. “ Well Bob said something and rank mumbled something and then Bob jumped on frank and ray then jumped in. “ William told me. “ WHAT FUCK YOU GUYS!” I yelled at ray Frank and Bob. They all stopped giving each other Death glares and looked at me with hurt. “ What?” Ray asked “ You hared me! I SAID FU…” I started but daddy cut me off “ She said nothing!” he said looking at me meanly “ Rach im sorry…” Bob & frank said at the same time “ Whatever tell me when you guys can grow up and lets us go to Hawaii in peace.” I said walking away to my room. A few minutes had passed and there was a knock on the door I open it to find Frank and Bob. “Yea?” I asked “ Where sorry we’ve made up” They both said/ “Ok lets go “ I said knowing that that make up wasn’t going to last. I was ready to leave Chicago and go to Hawaii!
ON THE PLANE We sat in the airport for to hours because our plane had be delayed. But we finally got on the plane. I sat next to frank and Bob. They where both talking and laughing as I sat in the middle! Bob and frank keep talking and catching up. After we got off the plane we went straight to the hotel and got to go to the beach. I laid out on the beach with headphones in , sunglasses on and I laid there in the warm and nice sand under the wonderful bright sun. I was good intill some one came up and stood in front of me blocking my Wonderful sun. I open my eyes and same some guy I had never seen in my whole life in his hands he held a camber . The guy smile and started taking pictures of me and then a lot of other people came up and started doing the same thing and yelling my name “ RACHEL IS IT TURE your dating WILLIAM?” one yelled… Then I realized they were all reporters Goah being in Hawaii makes you forget about these people. I thought to myself “ NO” I yelled as I grabed my stuff and pushed passed them still yelling questions and taking pictures. “ IS IT TURE YOU PREGANT RACHEL?” one person yelled this caused me to turn and stare at them “ What the fuck! Look how tiny I am do I look like im pregnant?” I yelled at them…. “ IS THE DAD TO YOUR BABY REALLY JOE?” the same person yelled “ FUCK NO LEAVE ME ALONE” I said running back into the hotel about to cry. Do I really look pregnant? I keep asking myself. Am I fat? I asked and looked down at my body. I did look fat. No more eating for you the Rach. I told myself and went to my room and went to sleep.
SRY ITS SHORT AND SUCKING BUT OH WELL
Posted on 04/15/2008 3:49 PM Comments (4)
April 8, 2008the story of a rock stars kid 5NEXT CHAPTER! After that Frank didn’t mess with us for the rest of the week. Ray Bob and me went on about our business as always. I saw Frank every day. But I never talked to him. Come Friday ray, bob and me where all tried and was ready for the spring break that was the following week. “Dudes! Its going to ROCK!!!” I yelled as I walked with ray to lunch. As we walked to out table we pasted the “Tree” and I didn’t see frank. I was kind happy he wasn’t there but kinda worried. “Yea it is!!” Ray said as we sat down at Our table. He stared ti eat his nasty food that looks worst every day we have to eat it. “So you are coming with me Pete William Patrick Joe and Bob?” I asked ray as he bite into his hamburger “Where?” he asked with his mouth full of food. “UH Hawaii.” I told him I looked up and saw Bob walking with one of the new guys. It was the short one out of the group. He was pretty cute. “ UH HELL YEA!!” ray said taking another bite. Bob and the new kid kept getting closer and closer. “Ok be ready tomorrow morning by 10 ok” I told him “Yea ok ill be ready!” he said turn his attion to the girl he has a crush on. Bob and the kid was now joined by the other one. This was the one with glasses and slightly taller then the other one. They finally got to the table and Bob was smiling “ Rach, Ray this is Gerard” he said pointing to the shorter one. “ and Mikey” pointing to the one with glasses. “ Hi im Rachel” I told them they both smiled and waved. The Gerard boy sat beside me and bob on the other side. The rest of the day was pretty good I found out I had all my classes with Gerard. I got to know him better. And he’s my friend now. When I got home some ones car was parked in the drive way. I was used to it but not this time. I walked in and saw Frank on the couch talking to Pete and William “What are you doing here?” I asked causing my dad and William both to look at me strangely. “ I came to talk to you” he told me standing up from where he was sitting,. “ Ugh leave frank.” I told him “ no Rach not until we talk please” he begged “my name is Rachel! And im not talking to you so leave!!” I said as I walked to the door that lead to my basement bedroom. “ Rachel! Please!” he begged. I turned and looked at him. He had sorrow in his eyes. “ You have ten minutes starting now.” I said turning around and walking into my room as he followed. “ Rach… please just listen.. Im sorry for being a toatly asshole but my dad…” “ DON’T BLAME YOUR Father!” I yelled turning on him fast and stating him down. “ No my dad did really did make me play football and baseball, It wasn’t my fault that the jocks befriend me and wanted to be my friend! I couldn’t help that. What was I supposed to do? Huh say oh no I cant be your friend because my friends don’t like you? Rach I couldn’t do that they would have kicked me off the team then kicked my ass.” He told me keeping eye contact the whole time. “ Frank I don’t give a fling fuck that you’re their friends its just the way you treated me and Bob your FRIENDS! Look at it this way! Who was there for you when your grandpa died? Who sat though 5 hours of crying at the viewing? Who sat at your house intil you fell asleep and slept on the floor for 3 days? WHO FRANK? Was it them Jerks… I mean Jocks? NO WHO WAS IT ?” I said getting madder and madder “ You..” he whispered to me. “ LIKE HELL IT WAS!” I yelled “ and yet you still choose them over us! I mean did you see the buries I had from you and your posy? They where HUGE FRANK! My dad thought Bob did it! And blamed bob you know they love you they think of you as part of the family! But if I was to tell them what you did to me and bob and Ray. HOW dare you pick on Ray he bearly said a word to you and yet you still helped beat us!” I said breaking the eye contact to look at a new txt from william
“ Rach how many times do I have to say it?” he asked solfy “ Not many just intil you mean it! Frank ILOVED YOU” I said tearing up. Witch I did love him. I loved him with my whole heart. I gave him my heart and he stomped on it with his cleats. “ Yo..u loved me?” he asked as he studded out “ Yes Frank I did! And I still do but you did me wrong so wrong!” I told him “ Rachel… I’m sorry” he said looked up at him into his eyes and I saw he meant it. He came and sat by me on the bed. “ Rach…. You mean a lot to me. You always have. It was a big mistake. I’m sorry. Iloveyou!” he told me and he lend in and kissed me. I kissed back. But when I pulled away I felt super bad. “Frankie… Iloveyou to but I cant… im kinda with bob well I don’t know what me and bob are I think were like friends with benefits but Frankie well work it out.” I told him and he lifted my chin and kissed me again. This time I didn’t refuse or pull away. We stared making out. Witch lasted along time. “ RACHEL!!! DINNIER!” I heared Patrick yell “ YAY PAT COOKED!!! “ I yelled in between franks kisses. “ IS FRANK STAYING?” my dad asked as he approached the stairs to my room. I looked at frank and he surged. And I smiled. “ Yea dad he is.” I yelled. “ You got more then ten minutes.” I told him as I climbed out of his lap “ Yea I did!” he smiled a cocky smile “ Well your going to Hawaii tomarrow? “ he asked. I looked at him “ Yea how you know?” I asked “ well your dad… invited me to gowith you guys..” “ What Ugh no way?” I asked and he nodded. “ Well you going to come?” I asked all he did was smile We walked up the stairs together. We sat at the table a sat a crossed from William who kept eyeing me though out the whole dinner. After dinner Frankie left and said he’d see me in the morning. We kissed goodbye and he left. After he was gone I got this whole lecture on how I’m not supposed to mean to my friends and all that shit. I walked up stairs and laid on Joes bed and watched him play stupid video games. “ So why did Frank come over?” joe asked not turning form the TV “ He wanted to talk” I told him. Joe was the only one that knew Frank was the one who had beat me bob and ray. He hated frank with the passion. “ I really don’t like him Rach” he told me as he paused his game and came and laid on the bed nexted to me. “ Well I don’t like Paige.” I told him “ Well she out of the picture now so don’t have to worry about her any more.” he told me “ Joe?” I asked “ Cheated.” he said. Joe was a man of many words and yet he could only say 1 and get his point though. “ Damn! that’s not kool” I told him “ You no if {Pete heard me letting you cus like that hed kill you and me both” he said smiling : I thought you couldn’t smile” I said “ OH YEA” he said his smile fading but only beig replaced by a new one. “ Well any way Joe Frankies comeing with us to Hawaii “ I told him “ What damn! This means I have to put up with a complete asshole on my spring break?” he asked I nodded.. I talked with Joe for hours. Joe and me was closer then me and Andy. But me and Pat was closer then me and Joe. But me and Daddy was closer then me and Pat. But to top it all off. Me and William was closer then any one in the house. I walked past his room and he was already asleep. I walked into his room and climbed into bed with him. I didn’t mean to but I woke him up “ Little Bit?” he asked “Yea will” I told him snuggling up to his chest. He put his arm around me and hugged me close. “What was that about with Frank?” he asked. “ Well I don’t know really I just know that we was fighting and have been for awhile but we back friends now” I told him. “Yea well you staying in here or going to your room?” he asked. “Here is Fine” I said with a smile. If william wasn’t like a brother I wouldn’t have stayed there with him I would have left but me and william slept in the same bed ALL the time. “ Alright go to sleep then” he said and kissed the top of my head. I felt his breathing get slower and his body become relaxed. An then I could tell he was asleep. I finally fell asleep moments later. So in the morning ill find out every thing is going to be difficult with Frankie and bob. I wonder how bad its going to get?
SO THE NEXT CHAPTER GOING TO BE FULL OF DRAMA!!!! YAY!!! hehe i know this is a sucky chapter but RBC. Read Buzz and comment. ILOVE YOU GUYS LATER ~jen
Posted on 04/08/2008 1:24 PM Comments (2)
April 4, 2008the story of a rock stars kid 4 (furture )CHAPTER4 AGAIN WITH THE TIME SKIP!!!!! HAHA ILL PROBLY GO BACK AND DO MORE OF HER AS A KID IDK YET MABE HEHE
I’m not a little kid anymore actually I’m sixteen now. Hard to believe huh?!? I know it has to be because Patrick, Andy, Joe or my daddy can believe it. Well let me update you on whats happen. For Andy . He is married and I have a little niece now. He loves beging a dad! Lannie is 2 years old and is a pretty quiet child. Andy is living with his wife Vickki in LA and hes loving it. Fall out boy goes back on tour soon and hes trying to spend all his time off with Lannie and Vickki For Patrick. Hes meet a wonderful Girl and I think he has fallen hard for her. Her name is Ann she is super sweet and she is the first gf that pat has had that I have even liked. Next theres Joe. He to has a girlfriend. But she a SUPER Slut. I hate her. Her name is Paige! I’ve seen her more then once with other guys. But Joe wont listen hes just like me Hard headed and Stubborn! Now for my dad. Him and Ashlee broke up ages ago. I still talk to her but not a lot. He was super depressed when it ended he thought there was no reason to live. I was only 7 at the time and I had no clue what was happening. Patrick talked him out of killing himself many times He told him He had to live and be here for me. After awhile he realized that Patrick was right and straighten up his life and got back to the dad I knew. William. Ah William. I spent every single summer at Williams house. I had fun with him and I think he enjoyed my company. William was single now. But had many girlfriends though the years. Each and every one of them didn’t like me and treated me horrible. William saw that and decide to dump them. William loves me he protects me . Hes my big brother. Witch is almost ture since FOB n TAI… are on the same label and all. This summer I was going on tour with TAI… instead of FOB. But I was switching tours when TAI… and FOB met up.
Now we come to frank. You remember frank don’t you?!? My friend from the first day of school? Ah I knew you would. Me and him have been best buds since then. We spent every waken hour together. We join the marching band, did talent shows.. And all back in middle school. But last year was our 10th grad year. Whitch ment we where in high school now. Well Frankie began to change slowly over the short year. He started to play football and baseball. He stared to hang with some of the jocks witch turn to him not hanging out with me any more. He was like my only friend. But I don’t think he even remembers our friendship. I only talked to him on the phone. And whe at school id tried to talk to him but he blew me off. So I quite trying and decide if he wants to be my friend he could. After awhile he stopped calling. And he started picking on me like all the other preps and jocks. Its like I didn’t even know him any more. I did make two more friends. Bob is one of them. He big and bad. HAHa not really hes a big teddy bear. ILOVEBOB to death! He moved here in the 3rd grade and we became friend almost instantly. Me him and Frankie used to hang out all the time until frank banded us. Next there was a guy who came to our school in 9th grad. His namd is Ray. He has a fro. ILOVE IT its flipping awesome!… Ray was shy at first but I got him to talk and then he never shut up!! =)
“AH RACH STOP” ray yelled as I petted his fro as we sat at the lunch table. “Nooo the fro likes it:” I said smiling and contain to pet and pat his hair. We was waitting on Bob. He had Spanish right before lunch witch meant he had to walk ALL the wave from the Spanish building to the front f the school. Witch was a long way. “Ugh the fro doesn’t like it so stop” ray told me as he bite into the apple he had on his plate. “How do ypu no the fro doesn’t like it? Did you aske it?” I said takeing his apple and chomping into it and handing it back to him. “I should no its my fro!!” he said eating the rest of the apple. “What are you dorks fighting about now?” asked Bob as he walked to the table with his plate of food. He sat down right next to me and placed his food in front of me “Eat” he said. I looked at hm. He knew me better then that. He knew I don’t like eating enless Patrick cooked it or my dad. “Noppie!” I said turning back to play with the fro. “Rachel Ann Wentz eat or…” he began but he looked off at some kids getting out of a big black car. That made me stop patting rays head and look at the kids. I didn’t know them they looked new. There was two of them. Two guys. One was taller then the other and had glasses. The shorter one had wavy long black hair. “Bob, Rach I swear you both have A.D.D.” ray said. “Huh?” we both turned our attion back to ray. “ohh nothing” he told use and began to eat the rest of the food on his plate. I looked over towared the tree where Frank and his grouped sat. and sure enough there sat Frank with all the jocks. “Franks looking at us!” I told bob. Bob looked over and then turned back to me. “So fuck him!” he said picking up a carrot and stared to eat it. He moved it towered me to take a bite. So I did. “So you guys comeing over to night?” I asked looking at them. “Omg rach I cant im sorry I forgot about it my mom told me I had to go to Haleys dance thing tonight” ray said and looked at me sadly.. “Goah just because you don’t want to hang out you don’t have to bring haley into this” I said looking at him smiling and he pushed me. “That’s kool ray well catch you next time/” I said. “your still comeing right fuzzy wuzzy” I said rubbing my hand on bobs facial hair that he was growing out “Yea sure I is!” he said as he kissed the back of my hand and winked at me causing me to giggle. “Guys” ray said making us lok up at him he was bearly pointing to the tree where frank stood. We looked over there and frank was walking over towerd us. By himself. “Bob… its ben 3 years…” I told bob “ I don’t think hell be comeing over here unles he wants to hit us again:” I said under a mumble. Frank got closer and I saw bobs face. It was mad. He hated frank since he left us. Bob could be super mean and strong when he was mad. “ why would he he knows hes hated here” bob whispered to me as frank approached the table and sat infornt of us smiling “Hey guys” he said “what do you want Frank?” bob asked bitterly. “What?” he asked with a confused look. I looked over to his friends who looked like they wanted to kill frank now. They looked pissed./ confused as to why he was here with us. “Why are you bothering us?” I asked looking at him meanly “Rachel, Bob, im sorry” he said I looked at bob who looked at me. “Bob I don’t belive him” I said turning to frank “ I don’t give a shit how sorry you are your dead to me frank and always be” I said to his face. “ MEaning your not EVER going to be my friend again. You treated me horrible! SO FUCK YOU” I said getting up from the table as ray and bob followed. The day went by faster and I was ready for Bob to come home with me. Me and Bob kinda have a thing going. I mean yea you can call us boyfriend and girlfriend. But best friends if that makes any sence at all… I walked to bobs car hand in hand with bob. When we got ther stood frank. “Bobbbb…. Make him leave us alone.” I whine I was tried of him. “ Bud I cant” he said pushing passed frank and opening the passager door and helping me inside and the comeing to his side and starting the car. We left frank standing there in the parking lot looking at us I disbelief.
kay guys wat u think of older rachel???
Posted on 04/04/2008 7:54 PM Comments (7)
April 3, 2008the story of a rock stars kid. 3SRY I DID THE TIME SKIP SHIT BUT YEA HOPE U LIKE!!! CHAPTER 3 TWO YEARS LATER!! Its been 2 years today since my grandma died. Its was a prettier depressing day for me and daddy. We both went and visited my grandpa and he was doing well. I’ve not changed much in the past two years. I’m still pretty small for my age. I weigh less then the normal 5year old. But it didn’t really matter to me. Today was also the day before I start school. I was walking hand in hand with William he was coming with me to pick out a book bag for school tomorrow. “Ok chick where do u want to go 1st?” he asked “wells I wants to go to uh HOT TOPIC!” I said running towered the store. He laughed and ran after me. “O’Tay William I wants that one. “ I said pointing to the very top. It was a massager bag that had The academy is… wrote on the front of it and it had the Cd cover on it. I looked up at him and he smiled “Ok.” he said getting it down and handing it to me. The whole day I spent with William it was wicked I loved him a lot. So I bought a lot of new band t;s and a lot of other stuff. I was ready for school by the time I went to bed that night.
NEXT MORNIGN “Little bit get up” I heard daddy call into my ear. “ugh gos away daddy” I told him. I heard him chuckle and the he picked me up out of bed an took me down stairs where I saw Pat and William. They where both sitting at the kitchen table eating. “How’s it going little bit” William asked as he looked at me from the table. I was a shy kid in the morning so I hid in daddies chest. “Oh no you don’t” I heard William say and then I heard the chair begging moved.. The next thing o knew I was being tickled! “Otay otay willllliam stop it” I whined. I looked up at him and he smiled sitting me down at the table. I wasn’t hungry because I never ate in the morning. No matter how hard they tried to get me to eat I never did. I sat there watching them eat and then finally daddy took me upstairs to get dressed. I got a pair of my small skinny jeans out and put them on then came my FOB shirt. Daddy helped me straighten my hair. And put eyeliner on. We where about to walk out but William stopped me. “Little bit wait” he said running up to me. He got down on his knees so he was eye level with me. “Ok little bit you be good today and don’t bite people because it hurts!” he said smiling at me. Then he pulled something out of his back pocket. It was his white bandana. “Your bandana?” I asked and watched him tie it on my leg like he did his. “No doll its yours now” He said smiling and kissed my forehead. “ill see you after school.” “O tay” I said as I hugged him. I walked with daddy towered the car but all of a sudden I turned around and ran back in the house “PATTY CAKES!!!” I said running u to him and hugging him “Hahah Rach your going to be late bub!” he said “ILOVEYOU!” I told him and he hugged and kissed my head “iloveyou to so go now baby!” he said. I smiled and ran back to daddy.. “Ready” daddy asked me “yup lets go” I said getting in the car.
**AT SCHOOL** I sat in the desk labeled Rachel Wentz. I looked around and saw a bunch of little girls and boys none of them looked like someone I would hang out with. Intil a boy with black hair that hung in his face like my daddy’s except he’s was shorter. He was wearing a Tbs shirt with skinny jeans like mine. He looked around the room just as I had done moments before. I don’t think he saw any one he wanted to hang out with either. Then he looked at me. He smiled and walked back and sat beside me. “Hi ya” he said with a smile “Hi “ I whisper back to him “Im Frankie Iero.” he told me “Im Rach” I said with a smile “Ilike your shrit.” He told me “I love there music” he said witch meant I would be this kids friend “Really? Me too my daddy is in the band” I told him beaming from ear to ear! “NO WAY!!” he said smiling “Yuppie he sure is” I said Me and Frankie talked for hours and hours until it was time for us to go home. “OTAY bye Frankie!” I said as I hugged him and ran off to where I saw William standing. I ran up and hugged him and we went home. “DADDDDDDDDY” I said running in the house.. “what “ he yelled from the basement “I MADE A FRIEND!!!” I screamed and ran down the stairs. “Oh really” he asked looking up from the sound bored “Yuppie his name is Frankie and he’s super cool and he like fob and tbs and tai and….” I was cut off by a soft giggle. I knew that giggle from any where. I turn on my hills and found Ashlee standing behind me with her arms open Wide “So you liked school?” she asked. I giggled and ran into her hug. She picked me up and smiled “Why do you keep doing that ash?” I asked her “doing what” she looked at me “Leavening for along time and then come back???” I asked all she did was smile “Well love im staying for awhile. So me and you can hang out all you want!” she told me “YAY” I said in delight “So tell me about your new friend?” she asked as she went and sat on the couch and sat me in her lap. “OTAY, well his name is Frankie, he loves fob tbs,” I told her everything he had told me early and how I liked him a whole lot and so on so on..
Daddy Ashlee and me all Went out later that night. We ate at my favorite food place. Witch is sonic because of the slide =). Ashlee was right. I did get to hang out with her when ever I wanted to. **TIME SKIP** It was getting near the time for summer. And me and Frankie was getting very sad. “But that means I wont see yous any mores.” Frankie said after I told him I had to go on tour with the bands for the summer. “I nos Frankie it makes me sad” I said pouting. I didn’t want to leave him. I didn’t want to go to from seeing him every day to not seeing him at all. “wells you’ll be home soon right?” he asked I nodded and the bell rang telling us it was time to go home. “Bye Frankie!” I said hugging him and he hugged me back. And we went our different ways.
YEA IT SUCKS BUT OH WELL BUZZ N COMMENT!! ~jen ILY GUYS!!
Posted on 04/03/2008 1:35 PM Comments (3)
April 2, 2008the story of a rock stars kid 2CHAPTER TWO I sat hugging my daddy for the longest time. I grew up with out a mommy so I was ok with out one. But daddy has had Grandma for along time and I cant imagine how hard it is on him right now. We left to vist the hospital 15 mintues ago it takes 30 to get there. When we finally did I saw my grandma laying in one of those white icky beds. She was pale. I sat with her whil daddy and grandpa went out ad talked to the doctor. “Rachel. “ she said in a weak voice “yes?” I asked looking up at her “Please member, ilove you forever and ever” she told me she looked like she was crying. “I know grandma but why you telling me something I already know?” I asked her “ Well baby girl I might not be here much longer” she told me. “I don’t know what yo mean?” I asked her “When you get older you’ll understand but right now your to young” she told me right as Gramps and Daddy came back in the room. 2hours later daddy said it was time to leave and we would come back tomorrow. “Rachel remember ok baby”: she told me and kissed me and we left. AT HOME THT NIGHT I walked around my grandparents house Bored as all get out I had nothing to do…. Finally it came time for bed. But I got a eerie feeling. I laid in the bed like the night before and looked up at the ceiling. Out of no where I saw my Grandma she was just floating there. She waved to me and floated up to heaven. “Daddy” I said shaking him “Yea rach” he asked? “Look “ I pointed to where grandma was “Grandma.” I told him and he just looked at me and then got teary. He wiped out his phone and called some one then when he hung up he started to cry.
2DAYS LATER I was sitting in a church looking at a box that held my grandma. She looked peaceful. How could this happen? I mean she was just here I talked to her kissed her touched her. But now daddy told me that she’s wasn’t never coming back. Thinking back to that when he told me made me cry. So I’m sitting here crying when I feel a VERY flimar touch pick, me up and sit me in their laps. I looked up an saw Joe. “ Joe when you gets here?” I asked wiping my tears from my face and looking up at him “ Not to long ago! How are you babe?” he asked holding my tiny little body in his arms “ I is ok tay I thinks. But daddy is a wreck. “ I told him and he looked over at grandma and begain to tear up. “ She was a real nice Lady. Iloved her a lot.” he said wiping his tears away. “So where is your dad?” he asked. I looked around the BIG church room Filled with tons and tons of people. I finally spotted my daddy standing over near the door with the William guy I fell sleep on and Patrick. “Come withs me!” I said as I jumped out of his lap and ran towared Daddy. I was getting closer to daddy. I saw his shoes and keep running until someone stepped in front of me and picking me you then hugging me. I got scared I had no clue who it was. When they pulled away I saw it was Ashlee. My daddy’s girlfriend. Ilikes her she pretty awesome. “Hey babe” she said and I hugged her again. Ive not seen her in awhile and ive missed her. “heys wheres haves you been?” I asked and looked up at her “well I was working on the new CD im sorry. Its been forever you have gotten so BIG!” she said smiling at me. “hehe I nos this ash!” I smiled. “So how are you? How is your daddy?” she asked looking at me sadly. “I is ok.. Daddy is a big wreck” I told her. I watched Joe walk over to daddy and hug him . They hugged for a while and I then saw daddy was crying again. I wanted to go hug him. “Yea I knew he would be” She said looking over my head like she was looking for some one. I looked over her shoulder at my dad who looked all lonely, lost and confused. “where is your dad?!?” she asked. “Over there “ I said as I pointed to where Joe, William , Patrick and my dad stood. “Well how bout me and you go over there?” she asked all I did was nod. Ashlee and I walked over to Them and all most instley daddy pulled Ashlee into a hug and cried into her shoulder. Her and him went an sat on a funny red color couch. I watched and she talked to him and hug him. “Hey Rachel” I heard my name.! I turned and found William standing there smiling. I smiled back. “HEY” I said. Sitting down in the floor. He copied my actions and sat beside me. “Whats you been you too little bit?” he asked. “ Well lets see I went….” and I started to name random things when I was finished I smiled at him. “WOW your one busy little girl.” he said looking around. “Yup I guess so.” I nod and watched all the people pass my grandmas coffin. They walked by and looked into it Some cried and some just stared in disbelief. My grandpa was standing there hugging and specking to the people that pasted. I really didn’t like this place it gave me the wily jillys. I looked to the couch where daddy and Ashlee sat. Daddy was holding Ashlee’s hand and had his head on her shoulder. She was rubing the back of his hand with her thumb. “ Are you going to go on tour with us?” William asked. I looked up at him confused. “whats you mean William?” I asked “well your daddy’s band is taking my band on tour!” he said smiling alittle. “ YAY” I giggled “ so this means I gets to spend times withs you?” I asked him “Yup sure does.! Sounds fun huh?” he asked. “LIKE YES!!” I giggled. I sat talking to William for the longest time. Even though I was 3 It didn’t matter me and William connected. He didn’t treat me like I was a 3 year old he treated me like a friend. He didn’t try and Brie me like most people did . He was like my best friend. After talking for William for awhile I got sleep. “William whats time is it?” I asked him. He looked down at his phone “its almost 10 p.m.” he told me. I yawned. “Are you tried Rach?” he asked I noded my head. “Well come here” he said opening his arms for me to climb into. So I did. He was so comfy. I began to play with his hair again just like last time. I felt him get up out of the floor an walk some where eles. Then I felt him sit down again. He rocked back and forth causing me to fall asleep quicker. The last thing I remember was William whispering in my ear. “Goodnight sleep well love” he said. And I was out of it completely. So I fell asleep and slept. I didn’t fell anything. Or hear anything. I was DEAD asleep.
OK SO IT SUCKED IM SORRY!!!! BUT HERE IT IS ILOVE YOU GUYS LATER!!! ~jen
Posted on 04/02/2008 3:34 PM Comments (2)
April 1, 2008The stoy of a rock stars kid! 1“Rachel Ann GET BACK HERE!” I heard my daddy yell at me as I chased the kitten down the sidewalk. Ok I’m Rachel Ann Wentz I’m three years old and I have no mommy. I like kitties doggies and coloring. My daddy is Pete Wentz. He is teaching me to play the bass. it’s a little to big for me but ill learn and be as good as him one day. I enjoy touring with my daddy’s band. I have the best uncles a three year old could ask for. Uncle Joe is the crazy but very entertaining uncle. He can make me laugh when ever im sad or mad. I love him to death. Uncle Andy is my quite but very Talent uncle he can basically do anything and helps me steals cookies from Joes cookie jar on top of the frig. Last there’s my uncle Pat. Patty-cakes has always been in my life for as far back as I can remember. He is also Talent. He can do just about anything I was to ask him to. He has the most awesome voice I have heard in my short life. It calms me when I’m scared, it puts me to sleep when I’m restless, and I love it and never would change my life even if I could. I have the best DADDY EVER. He cares for me. I love him a lot. He does so much and still has time for me. Like I said he is teaching me Bass and I’m learning fast he says. Every days a new adventure with him. He has a lot to do in one day like: he has to mange his clothing line, work with new bands, help out with new designs and has to put up with me running around all the time =) . But he does it and is the best at what he does. You might be thinking why don’t I have a mommy right? Well the thing is I really don’t know all Daddy has told me is that she left when I was very young. He wont tell me why or how. When I brn her up he always wants to drop the subject so I let it go. So anyway back to me running down the side walk out side daddy’s clothing line after the kitten. “RACHEL ANN” he yelled as he grabbed my arm causing the small kitten to cross the street and hurry off down an alley. “Loookie whats you did daddy you makes it runs always froms me” I said looking up sadly at him “I do Not care about the damn cat Rachel!” he yelled at me as he picked me up and propped me up on his hip. I wrapped my tiny legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. “ I is sorry daddy” I said about to cry. He never really yelled at me unless I was in trouble. “ I just wanted the kitty.” I told him as I buried my face into his neck and held back tears. “ Rachel I don’t care baby. You cant run off like that with out daddy knowing some one could take you away.” he told me and this made the tears come. I didn’t want to be taken from my daddy I loved him so much. “aw baby its ok” he said hugging me and kissing the top of my head. I wasn’t that shy of a kid but when it came to meeting new people I didn’t like it AT ALL. Because my daddy and uncles always was dragging me around to met either new girlfriends, new friends, or new bands. I didn’t like it at all because most the time the girlfriend where mean to me, the new friends could careless I was around . But the new bands I enjoyed meeting just because I love music . Most the new bands usually sucked up to me to get on daddy’s good side. I loved it some times. Daddy and I walked back into the clothing place and he sat me down on the table as he signed some stuff and then picked me up and we was back outside where the windy Chicago wind hit my face. It was cold and all I had on was my hoddie and a pair of skinny jeans for my age. I shivered a little but we got into a warm nice car before I had know it. Daddy put me in my car seat in the back and then moved to the driver side and began on our way to the recording studio. “Rach, this is Gabe.” Patty-cakes said as he introduced me to a very tall dark headed boy. He was wearing a purple hoddie with a yellow t-shirt under it. He had on a pair of skinny jeans and looked cute. I hided behind daddy’s leg as Patty told me who all the guys in the room was. I rember William Travis and Brendon. “rach its ok they wont bite.” daddy said as he whispers into my ear and picked me up. The guy named William came over and smiled at me. “Hi… Rachel. “ he began. I smiled I wanted to touch his hair. It looked soft. “im William” he said. I looked at daddy and he smiled at me. I turned and looked at William. I reached for him to hold me. He kind of hesitated before taking me but he did. “I Is Rachel.” I said as he propped me on his hip and turned his head sideways to look at me. “Now is that right?” he asked with a smile. I nodded “Mr. William..?” I asked. He looked down at me and smiled “Yes sweetie?” he replayed “May I touch your hair?” I asked and he looked a me for a second then looked at my daddy “Man Pete are you sure this is your kid?? She’s polite.” He said and grinned at daddy “ I gets it from My Granma..” I said smiling. “Well then” he said “go ahead.” he told me and I smiled and reached for his hair. It was soft . It was the kind of hair that I could play with forever and ever. Witch I did. I hared daddy and William begin to talk. I felt him talking the vibrating of his words against my small body. I put my thumb in my mouth and played with his hair and laid my head on his shoulder. Not long after that my eyes got heavy and I feel asleep on a stranger shoulder. A few hours later I woke up with some one holding me and breathing in and out slowly. I noticed the person holding wasn’t the William guy who had held me before. This person had a filmier touch. I didn’t feel like opening my eyes. But I did any way. My vision at first was pretty blurry The arms wrapped around my tiny waist where cover in bright and some colorful tattoos. I smiled to myself and knew who I was sleeping on. I looked up and saw Joe. His wild fro puffed up and his messy beard just kind of did hat his hair did. He was asleep also. I looked around the room and saw where were in a practice room at the studio. I moved alittle trying to get comfy again. I didn’t want to wake Joe up but I failed. “rach? You awake now babe?” he asked as he looked down and smiled at me. “Yuppie uncle Joe….” I said as I yawned “where’s daddy? And why is I withs you?” I asked with a confused look on my face. “ Well you fell asleep on William and I had just walked in the room. Well you daddy had to help Pat do something so I took you. I need to sleep any how.” he said smiling. “otay” I said and layed my head on his chest and listen to his heart beat and his breathing. “ uncle Joe” I asked “Yes rach?” he asked in return. “ you remember my mommy?” I asked him as I played with a string that hung at the top of his shrit “Oh yes I do she was so pretty! You look just like her” he told me. “ you have the same eyes. Nose. Smile you remind me of her each and every time I see you. Its really hard o Pete. He misses her a lot.” he said and that’s all he said
THE NEXT DAY I spent the night at pat’s house last night and had a great time we played video games and watched movies until I fell asleep. Daddy is coming to get me soon but idk y because we have nothing to do today innless we have some kind of premier to go to. I remember falling asleep in the living room floor watching The nightmare before Christmas with Patrick. But I don’t remember anything after that. The next thing I know I’m being carried out of the house In daddy’s arms. I felt him strap me in my car seat and shut the door. He then got in the car himself and drove off. I tried to doze back to sleep but I couldn’t I just couldn’t. So I “woke up” and looked out the window and noticed it was still dark. “Daddy?” I asked into a yawn. “ Rach your awake? Hey baby” He said looking at me though the mirror “ hey daddy” I said smiling. “where is we” I asked as I looked back out the window. “Well baby we have to go check on grandma. She got very sick this morning and grandpa just now called so where going to Chicago.” he told with a gentle smile. Though his smile I could tell there was a lot of worry. “O tay. Daddy when will we be there?” I asked “a few hours baby. “ he told me and glanced at me once more and put his eyes back on the rode. It felt like hours or even days since ive been in the car. I was ready to get out I was bored I had nothing to do. “daddy” I asked after an hour of just sitting here quietly. “Yea rach?” He asked looking to the side as he turned left. “Do you gots your I-Pod?” I asked already knowing the answer. He always kept it with him. “Yea hang on ok.?” he said as he past a little pale blue car. I saw him pull up the console and dig around until he pulled out his black I-pod that had a bright pink case (he let me pick). “here rach.” he said as he pasted it back to me. I might only be 3 but I know how to work almost anything.. =) I smiled an took it putting the ear buds in my ears and started listing to random stuff he had on there. After awhile I fell asleep and slept until I was awoke in a nice warm comfy bed at my grandparents house. I sat up in bed and looked around and saw daddy laying beside me. He was asleep. Outside the window it was light so I wanted to wake him up so I did. “pshhh” I said to him all he did was turn over to face the other side “Daddy” I said shaking him “hey Rachel what’s up?” he asked yawning. I could smell his breath it riked “EWWW daddy sick…” I said looking at him. He had sat up in bed and starched. “Sooo is grandma ok?” I asked and he looked at me sadly “ Baby I really don’t know they had to put her in the hospital last night so we can only hope and pray” he told me this made me want to cry but I didn’t bc im a big girl. “ok daddy” I said hugging him he looked like he needed it so I gave him one
Posted on 04/01/2008 6:24 PM Comments (8)
March 29, 2008in the eyes of one part 4IN THE EYES OF ONE PART 4 I layed on the the couch upside down feeling the blood rush to my brain. It felft stange and kinda ticked, it caused me to let out a giggle. Witch made all the guys turn and give me a strange look. William was sitting beside me but he was up stight, Bren ry and spencer was playing gee-tair hero Jon was alsleep in the floor he looked funny skisa and tj was argueing about something.
"Uh jen are you ok" william asked as he pulled my small body up staright sitting me up beside him "Uh yea" i said putting my hands over my eyes because when he sat me up i got dizzy and sick at my stomach. "you look pale" william told me. I shook myu head and looked at him "nah im good!" i said with a smile.
3HOURS LATER We sat there for along time doing absouly nothing. I layed next to jon who was still in the floor but was now awake! I have always been in love with jon ever since he moved from chicago. I had my head on his stomach using him as a pillow and he was playing with my long black and read hair. He kept twisting his fingurs in it and then he would untwist it. I heared him sigh and sit up moveing my head to his lap. He kept playing wiht my hair. No one was in the room with us exect brendon and he was watchng som kind of cartoon on TV. Jon looked down a me and smiled but when he looked away he shighed again. "Jon? whats wrong?" i asked the sound of my voice made him turen and look down at me. "Huh Nothings wrong what do u mean?!?" he asked with a smile. "Because you look sad and you keep sighing" i told hm as ilooked into his eyes. All of a sudden I felt the wind of brendon as he ran out of the room. "Uh... ok?" i said as i watched brendon run up the stairs. "anyway whats wrong jonn?" i said looking back up at him "well jen im in lov...." he started but was cut off by Bren who came back in the basment with a towel tided around his neck. He ran towaed the couch and screamed " I AM SUPERMAN!!! " the he jumped out and ran around the room. laughin his ass off. After running around the room he ran back up the stairs! "um hes odd!" i said "So you love who?" i asked and looked back up at jon "you" *i heared him mummble " i uh..." i stared but was cut off by my phone. i pickes it up and left the room "Hello?" i said. "HELLO!" i hered Frankie yell at me "hey whats up?!?" i asked as i smiled to myself "well we found out how the viedo is going to work and i cant wait to tell you!" frank said very exicted "well come on spill!!" i shouted " Nope youll have to wait till tomarrow so i can tell you in person!" he laughed "Awwww thts not fair." i said then Tj came up and tried to talk to me. "Frank hold ok" "ok" frank said and i put my phone in my back pocket. "now what tj? "i asked looking up at my brother "We need to go its late and aunt theresa and uncle Ben are going to bed so we need to leav now" TJ said as he walked out and walked towared the door. I watched him
I pulled my phone out and started off on a mission to find all the guys and tell them goodbye. "so frankie you wont tell me intill tomarrow?" i asked as i walked up the stairs and saw all the guys i gave each of them a hug an walked towared the car "NOPE" he said and i could tell he was smileing "but" i started but was cut off by some one that i knew wasnt frankie "Hello!" the voice siad. I could hear Frankie yelling at the starger in the background "Uh hih?" i said un sure what to say " whats up im Bob" the bob guy said "And im Lj " i told him back "well miss LJ are you datting my boy Frankie?" he asked and i smiled to myself! "Uh idk" i said to him and he laughed "Well heres tall man" i heared him say and heared the phone being passed "Hey jen whats up this is mikey" said anothe unfilmair voice "Nothing much mikey how are you?" i asked as i climbed into the car and TJ backed out of the driveway. "well im well r we going to get to meet you tomarrow?" he asked "I supose if Frank wants you to me i guess ill get to " i told him. "Oh ok well heres Frankie back" he said and i heared frankie say suumthing then come back on the phoen. "Im sooo sorry Jen bobs a ass sumtimes" he said . I could hear bob yell something at frankie.
I talked to frankie for along time and when i finally got off the phone with him i felt as if i t had been for ever . I looked at the clock and saw i had to frankie for 4 hours and it was 3am.
I layed in bed and thought of alot of things and thought of what Jon had said. Ido love jon but then again idk ilike frankie and might be datting him so what am i gong to do???
ILOVE YOU GUYS SRY IT TAKES ME FOR EVER TO TYPE BUT I NO IT SUCKS HAHA BUT HERE IT IS!!!~jen ALOT OF MISSED WORDS SRY ILL FIX ITLATER BUT ILOVE U!!!
Posted on 03/29/2008 7:39 PM Comments (1)
March 20, 2008In the eyes of One! part3JENS POV "FRANK ASKED ME OUT FRANK IERO ASKED ME OUT TJ TJ TJ!!!!!!!" i yelled at my brother "NO WAY U GOING OUT WITH FRANK IEro?" he asked looking at me like NO FUCKING WAY "yes " i said running to my closet searching for something to wear" AH HA Got u " i said reaching for my super cute red tank top that i got while i was shoping in Chicago. I couldnt reach it i was to short. Im about 5'2 and Tj made the racks 5'6 And i can bearly reach it! "TJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!!!" i yelled still reaching up. I heald my towel wit one hand and reached with the other "Yea? lj whats up?" he asked running into the closet "my tank top is whats up could u hand it to me?" i asked looki ng up at my super tall brother. Tj stood about 5'10 "yea.... Here" he said handing me tank top! "Thank you now leave!!" i saidpushing him out of the closet and closing the door behind him and i stared to get dressed. I put on the Red tank and a pair of black skinnys! Once i was done in there i walked out and found TJ asleep in my Bed. "Dude y do u like my bed" i whisper under my breath and walked out of my room towed the stairs. I past his room and smelled a HORRIBLE smell it was BAD!!! I open his door and his room look as if a hurcain had past by durring the night! He had drity plates and i was almost for sure that cup siting by his bed had been mink about 4 weeks ago! GOD y cant this boy Clean I asked myself as i closed the door and wlaked down the stairs
*2hours later* Tj decide to ake me with him to the guys house and hang out for awhile! "NO WHAT DO U MEAN" brendon shouted at me sentinbg me a curiouse look when i told him Frank had asked me out hours before! "Frank Iero From MY Chemical Romance Asked me out on a DATE!! " i said calmly! more clam then what i had this morning! "Wait wait wait let me get this stright!!! All because of ur Danceing last night" william begun "the daning you missed because of Jaclyn?!?" i mummbled loud enough for him to hear "Shut up!! But the daning you did last night Got you aDate with a super rock star and a music viedo?!?" William asked looking at me! All i did was nod. At the moment i was mad At him Because he never came and saw me dance like he had promised me !!! He allways had someting to do with Jaclyn! Jaclyn was his grilfriend dont get me wrong she is a lovely gilr nice peronality But she Keep William away !!ALOT I mean me William and TJ used to hang 24/7 but when Willaim met Jaclyn he kinda didnt act as if he even liked us any more. Of course he loved us but We never saw him intill he stared the band and So did PANIC! "Attion attion may i have your eyes and ears to the fron of the room" My phone blare from my pocket. I looked up and saw Skisa and William smileing huge smiles! "hello"? i asked picking up the phone "Hey its frank Gerard told me to call and telll you that tonight we cant got on that date....OWIE FUCK U TO" i heared a smack and Gerard kinda yelling at him. "Lj how bout you come to our show tomarrow night and then me and you can maybe go and hang out?" he asked "Oh yea uh sure" I said alittle dissapointed because i wanted to see him again but wat ever worked best for him. I heared moveent then i heared a gust of wind and i knew he had gone outside "any way im soooo sorry i wanted to met you tonight but for some reason Gee ad signed us up for a interview at 9p.m. me and him and our manger said he didnt want me to leave or go anywhere that late after the stupid ineview!! But LJ i promise ill make up to i swear!!" he said in a fast breath "Frankie its kool ill still see you tomaworrow so dont make a big deal!" i said smileing to meself! "Oh ok well i promise ill make it up to you and i have to go now but ill call you in alittle while because we are finding out about the treeatments and well call and give you the details!" he said "ok koolness ill talk to you soon then fankie.....?" i asked "YEs yea you will" i could tell he was smieling "ok ok bye then " i said hanging up!
OK GUYS IT IS CRAPY BUT IM KIND SICK!!!! BUT I MIGHT GET TO WRITE TOMARROW IF IM LUCKY ILOVE U TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!~jen
Posted on 03/20/2008 1:15 PM Comments (3)
February 28, 2008In the eyes of One! chapter 2In the eyes of One! chapter 2 **MORNING TIME** "LJ" some one said my name in my ear. I was not very much awake so i laied there like i didnt here them hopeing that that person would get the point i was sleeping and just GO AWAY! "lj" came the voice agin this time alittle lourd. I still didnt move! "Grr ok Lj u hae forsed me to do this" said the voice! i heard footsteps walk out of my room then back in 5mintes later.The very next thing i knew was feeling ice cold water running down my back and froming a puddle on my bed underneath me. I jumped up fast. And when i say fast i mean really fucking fast! I turn around shivering in my wet MCR shrit and boxers that i had stolen from Tj! Even though they where 10 times to big and where always falling down i still wore them in the house all the time!! I was now soked in water and frezzing my skinny litte ass off. I looked at the person who had soked me in this cold water. I stood face to face with my 19-year old brother. He stood there with a stupid little smirk on his face. "WHAT THE HECK TJ!?!" i yelled my at my best friend, my protecter, my BIG brother, TJ. "well see what had happen was.... that bucket right there just migicly appeared over your bed and it filped over poring cold water on you. I TRYED TO STOP IT i really did but i was to late" he said looking at me like he did try and stop it!! "What THAT CANT HAPPEN!!" i screamed at him. Then i gave him and evil grin "Yes it can to.... What are you about to do " he looked at me backing up alittle. I smiled . He keep backng up and when i went to run at him. It caused him to turn fast and run straight into the wall!! This made me fall to the floor lauging! " OWIE!! LJ" tj said as he got up." LJ ITS BLEEDING!!" he said laughing alttile. At the word "Blood" i jumped up fast. "REALLY" i said running up to him and sure effect he was bleeding his nose was ozying out red stick stuff. I smiled at the sight. This might be alittle werid but im in love with blood. Well actuall Vampiers are what im in love with but just at the sight of blood a think of vamp. and i love it ! (haha) "god your such a freak" he said walking out of my room and into the bathroom. I followed him and stared the shower and sat on the conter watching him hold his bleeding nose. "Tj whats our plans today?" i asked him. He was not only my brother but he was my best friend and he basically gives me a place to live and slee as long as i cook and feed him!! I love my brother with all of my little black heart and theres nothing AT all i wouldnt do for him! he took me in when my stupid mother kicked me out! and he loves me more then she ever did! "Well i was planing going to Eat Pizza then like going to hang out with the guys." he said. When he says the guys he means, Our friends, Ryan ross, brendon urie Spencer smith , jon walker, William beckett, the butcher and Siska. "Koolness!!" i said then it hit me what had happen last night after the show " OMG!! TJ GUESS WHAT!" i screamd causing him to jump back alittle "Yea lj?" he asked unsure if he wanted to no. MCR was mine and TJ favorite BAND of all time Tj was the one who got me in to my chem. when i was 9 and he was 12! Ive been in love with them ever since i hear Vampires will never hurt you! " YOU WONT EEVER GUESS WHO CAME TO STEVEN LAST NIGHT WANTTING TO TALK TO ME AFTER THE SHOW!!!!!" I said jummping off the sink and walking to the shower. I steped in and closed the curtin. and pulled off m already wet cloths. I throw them out of the shower and being to take my HOT shower! "What do you mean who came to talk to you LJ?" tj asked over the water so i could hear him "Well ok so like there was 5 guys in the front row by Brad las night and they all wore sunglasses in the DARK!" i relyed "ok and i care why?" he asked as he jumped on the conter. I heard his feet bang aganist the side of the bottem cabniet door. "well see two of the guys came up to steven after the show and asked for me they where still wearing their sunglasses. So when i went over there they stared talking to me then asked me to be in a music Video. " i said washing my hair. "OMG?!? WHO WAS THE GUYS LJ" he yelled exictemt in his voice. "well see i didnt no who they where either intill they took their glasses off showing GERARD WAY AND FRANKIE IERO!!! I WAS LIKE OMFG YOU GEE N FRANKIE. they just kinad laughted and nooded then they asked again and this time and nodded and told them i would so do it!! " i told him. " JENEA LEIGH BECKETT THIS HUGE!!!!" he yelled. Oh btw me and william ar 1st cousins!! "TYLOR JAY!!! I NO ITS HUGE and they are suposed to call me today. so idk " i said turning off the water and hearing my phone ring in my bedroom. " TYLOR GO GET IT!!" i yelled and i heared him jump down and run out. Once he left i got out and grabed a towel and wraped up in it. and walked out to see TJ sitting on my bed talking. "Yea hang on here she is." he said giving me the phone. "Hello?" i asked into the phone and smiles when i heared his voice "Hey i no you didnt give ME your number but i wanted to no if you want to hang out to night like go to a movie or sumthing" he asked "Uhhh ok but who is this" i said smileing already noing who it was "Oh my bad it frankie!" he said "Oh i new that " i smiled "well any way would you like to hang out?" he asked again. I smiled "Yes of coures" i said. He asked for my address and all that stuff and i told him and he said hed pick me up at 5.
After i hung up I stood there in my towel thinking / OMG FRANKIE IERO JUST SFLIPPING ASKED ME OUT!!!!
OK THERES TWO SRY ITS SHORT BUT COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!!! ILY ~jen
Posted on 02/28/2008 4:25 PM Comments (6)
February 27, 2008In the eyes of One! Chapter 1[OK i no im not sknny but im makeing me skinny!! ok hehe ] ALSO THIS IS JUST RANDOM SO IM SRY! =)
I was just standing there in my nice little tu-tu (sp) behind the curtin waiting for it to raise so i could preform my last prefomes at this studio. I was getting neverous like ever show but my I-pod , witch was stuck in my ears 24/7 enless i was danceing. Was playing my chemical romance on shuffle calming me down ALOT . After a few more mintues i stuck my head out from behind the curtin scaning the place for my friends. The only person i saw was Brad, who was my best guy friend EVER!! He was wearing his tight skinnys and his My chem. shrit. There was two emty seat beside him where Camilee and Summer was suposed to be but they wasnt there. On the otherside of Brad sat 5 men all wearing black and sunglasses. I looked at the one sitting the closes to Brad he had shoulder length hair with pale skin. Next to him slumped down in his seat sat another guy this guy wore a black flag hoddie and his frige hung over his right eye. Next to this guy sat a very stong loking man with blonde hair, nexxt there sat a guy with brown fro like hair. At the very end sat a guy who was much like me skinny, and kinda tall.
Ilooked back at brad and he saw me and smiled giving me thumbs up for luck. He saw me glance at them emty seats and he shugred reading my thoughts..
After putting my I-pod away i fixed my tu-tu and got in the starting possetion(ms) for my routine. Standing there the lights went off and the curtin rose. Then the lights flase on and the music stared to play. I gracefuly danced acrossed the stage just as i had in pratice! I droped to the ground and sat there as the music begain to fade. Everyone began to clap,All but brad he looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. I jumped up from the floor and the song 'im not okay' stared playing. I had fixed my own routine to this song and Brad ,mj(my sister) and , Tj(my brother) thought it was AWSOME!
After finshing the song and my routine i looked out to the crowd and saw the 5 men beside brad.. They all stared in 'AWE'. Then all of a sudden the crowd exploded! Clapping and cheering!
BACKSTAGE!!! I wiped the sweat from my face as i saw brad running back stage. I stood up and he picked me up swing me around and hugging me "LJ THAT WAS AWSOME!!!!" brad said to me makeing me blush! I looked behind Brad and saw 2 of the 5 guys stnding there talking to Steven my back stage gaurd.
"Sir i cant let you back stage" steven told the guy thatwas right next to brad with the shoulder length hair. "Ok but could you ask the girl that just danced to "im not okay" by my chemical to come over here i would like to speak to her" the guy replyed back looking at me. I looked away quickly. Steven walked over to me and told me what the guy had said. "Hi im Jenea leigh.." i said once i got over to the guy. He smiled at me. He loooked me up and down i was now wearing my MCR shrit that matched brads and my DEAD! hoddie with a pair of skinnys. "i see you like mcr?!?" the guy that stood to the side asked with a smirk on is face . He was the one that was slumped in his saet looking bored the whole time. "Uh.. yea.." i said looking at them weirdly then looking back at brad and he looked at me confused "Well ok let me get to the point... Would you like to be in a music viedo for our band?" the guy with the long hair asked me.I stood there starering at him.. Im sure i looked really retared but Oh. "What excuse me?!?" i asked "Well our band is doing a music video and we need a good dancer to be in it and would you like to be that dancer?" he asked "I didnt catch your name!" i said eyeing him. All he did was smile and him and the other guy took off their glasses. I gasped as they stood before me... "Ur ur ur .....my...gee..chemical...frankie...OMG!!! * stared in Awe "yes we r so would you do it?!?" frankie asked smileing a famouse smile at me!! "OF COURSE!!!" I screamed "ok well here" gee sid as he haded me a pice of paper with a number on it" here my cell and frankies also call us and we will give you ALL the details " he said as he winked at me causing me to blush my little ass off...
"Ok well here " i said grabing a pen and writting my number on the back of his hand "You can also call me " i said and smiled at him "SURE Will.... you want to hang out tomarrow?!? gee asked "Uh.." i looked back at brad. I wasnt for sure if i had plans with him or not. He smiled and shurged like he new (witch i dont doult) "Sure" i said turring around and smileing at my two favrotie people in the world "All right so ill call you" gerard said as he was being pulled by frankie "come on gee-gee i want ice cream" i hear frankie say as he pulled Gee away. Gee waved me good bye and smiled causeing me to gett butterflies inmy stomach and blush...
OK SRY JUST SUM RAMDOM THOUGHTS TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK LOVE JENor LJ hehe ~jen
Posted on 02/27/2008 7:09 PM Comments (5)
February 22, 2008GYS IM SUPER DUPER SORRY!!!SRY GUYS ITS TAKESING SO LONG!!!! IM TRYING TO WRITE, N MANGE SKEWL =( got repotcards yesterday n found out i was fulnking my marching band HOW THE HELL!?! anyway ino im seriouse n i cant wait to see what my little twist little brain comes up with the ext chapetr of love me for what i am!!! u no i love each n everyone of you from the deepest of my litte black heart! ;) but idk and im EVER SO SRY bout the wait i no ive done thios in the past n made you wait for ever and ever but tht was for other reason as in TYLOR) but this time was uncalled for and im SUPER DUPER SRY!!!! seriouse i am Today i might get to write when i get home. Im getting out of skewl EARLY!! so if i dont sleep ill TRY and post sum new stuff. LIKE I SAID I LOVE YOU ALL FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY LITTLE BLACK HEAR AND MY TWIST LITTLE BRAIN SAID HELLO =) LOVE ALWAYS~ jen
>:-) IM AM A VAMPIRE!!!! FEAR ME MUHAHAHA!!!
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