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Reveal yourself {1}

HERE IS MMY NEW FAN FIC THAT IM WRITTING WITH MEY SISTER!!! lol Check tell what love guys Jen &jor

â�œ Jen..â� I Sat in the chair adjacent to the couch that Half her band and she sat on. â�œ I hear you and Robby are the two that stared the band is that right?â� I asked. She smiled and looked over at Robby who was on her far right

â�œ Yea. thatâ�™s right. Robby and I went to high school together. And we were really in to the wholeâ� She did air quotes â�œEmo scene.. And we would always talk about starting a band. So when me and Robby made it to the 11^th grade we finally came though and brought together our bandâ� She smiled as she answer my question.

â�œ Is that rightâ� I said nodding â�œ When did you sister Jordyn come in to the scene?.â� I asked

â�œ Oh well see Jor. Is 2 years younger then me and she was always into like the boy bands. Then when me and Robby met we stared hanging out at my house a lot listen to music, and Jordy would just come in and chill with us. So I guess you could say Jory is sorta like a CO Founderâ� She said with a laugh and looked back at Robby who was laughing also.

â�œWow.. Now Robby, Dean is your brother is that correct?â� I asked.

â�œ Hahaâ�¦ no see we found him in the middle of a corn field on Halloween when I was two. He was laying in the middle of a crop circle.â� Him and Jen where the only ones laughing out of the 3. She sat at the end of the couch closest to me. Next sat Jess the bands lead singer then there was Robby the bands drummer.

â�œ Thatâ�™s not funny Robby heâ�™s your brotherâ� Jess said as she slapped Robbyâ�™s shoulder.

â�œ Ouch your freak JEN!!!â� He said pouting as he looked down at Jen. Who sat there looking at her band mates with an evil stare. Witch got both of them to shut up and act there age.

â�œ YEaâ�¦ anyway. Next question?â� Jen asked as she turned to me.

â�œ Oh.. Uh well whats the hardest part of being a new up coming band?â� I asked with a smile.

â�œ Oh that easy â�¦â� Jess began. â�œ It so hard to find shop that we can go in with out getting bother.â� She said. This made Robby and Jen both look at her like she was completely stupid.

â�œ Jess shut up and say nothing more ok?!â� Jen said all Jess did was nod and smile and turn her attion to her phone.

â�œ Well the real answer to that question is. Its really hard to find any one to sign us. We have been around almost a year. And yet no one has discover us Yet. I mean our fans who like the freaking best. But like no real label offers.â� Jen said looking down at Robby who was on the phone.

â�œ Um Jen?â� He said looking at her.

â�œ Yea?â� She asked Robby. He passed her the phone and she looked at it.

â�œ Who is it Robbyâ�

â�œ Just talkâ� He told her. She said hello and left the room.

â�œ Im sorry.â� Robby said looking at me smiling this might just so happen to be our big break!â� He said with so much excitement in his voice!

â�œ Its fine.. But do you mine me asking who was on the phone.â� I asked looking at the boy who was excited

â�œ Uh not to be rude but I donâ�™t want to say anything till Jen Returns.â� He said with a smile.

â�œ I totally understandâ� I said returning the smile.

JENS POV

{phone conversation}
JEN/Other person

â�œHello?â�

â�œWho is thisâ�

â�œthis is Peter.â�

â�œ And do I know you Peter?â�

â�œ I think you sent me a demo of some of your stuff a few weeks ago.?â�

â�œ Yourâ�¦.Notâ�¦ Peter Wentz.?â�

â�œ Yeaâ�¦â�

â�œ Woah!:â�

â�œ Well any ways I like you guys a lot and I was hoping we could maybe meet up and I could listen to guys play live. And I was thinking about signing you.?â�

â�œ Ok Just hold on a second I need to catch my breath I cant believe this is happeningâ�

â�œTake all the time you need Doll just give me a call back later with where you want to meet and the address of the place. And the time and date.â�

â�œ Ohâ�¦Ok â�œ

â�œ Alright doll goodbye nowâ�

â�œ byeâ�

I said and with that I ended the call.

INTERVIEWS POV

â�œ SO Robby? What do you do in your spare time?â� I asked as we where still waiting on Jen to return.

â�œ Well sleep.â� He said with a laugh.

â�œ Hahaâ� I was about to ask another question when Jen walked into the room grabing Robbyâ�™s and Jessâ�™s arm

Im sorry but we need to cut this short.â� she began â�œ We need to have a band meeting like NOW and well im sorry we will do as meany interviews for this station some other day im uber sorryâ� And with that she was gone.

â�œ NO POV

â�œ Jen wtf?â� Jess yelled at her friend.

â�œ Well do you know who I was just on the phone with?â� She asked the band. Who she had just called into this little meeting.

â�œ No who Skits?â� Jordyn asked her older sister.

â�œ Peter Wentzâ� Jen said with a huge smile on her face

â�œ Skits are you for sure it was really him?â� Dean asked. Dean always seemed to be the doubter of the group.

â�œ No Dean it was Really him.â� Robby said to his brother.

â�œ No Way Robs, Skits are you for fcking realâ� Jess and Jordyn said with happiness in their eyes.

â�œ Yes guys where for real and he wants to meet up and listen to us and maybe even sign us.â� Jen said looking around at all the faces of her band. Her closest friends. Who have been there longer then the band. This is a little scary for her. Just because she has known these 4 people almost her whole life. But after they get sign and get big. What if they Change. :Let all the fame go to their heads.? Could she really deal with that?

â�œ Uh Jenâ�¦ Jen Hello Earth To Jen!!â� Robby said in front of his friend Who seemed just to be sitting there staring into space.

â�œ Skitsâ�¦ She goneâ� Jordy said waving a hand in front of her sisters face

â�œ Thatâ�™s not normalâ� Jess said pointing to Jen who sat there string at window of the room that the band sat in.

â�œ Yea it isâ�¦ She does it all the time!â� Jordy said looking evilly at Jess. Ok so Jordyn and jess donâ�™t like each other. Just never had. Since the first day Jen Met Jessica, Jordyn Had it out for her.

â�œ Well sorryâ�¦â� Jess said rolling her eyes and looking down at her phone witch she seemed to have attached to her at all times.

â�œ Whatever airheadâ� Jordyn said. Looking at her sister, She toughed her self.

What if we all change. What if we get evil stuck up airheads and want to nothing but be in front of the press. She asked her self as she zoned out also.

â�œ Well dean I think we lost the Way Sisters,â� Robby said looking at his brother who was now passed out asleep in the chair he was sitting in

â�œ You know what I just realized â�œ Jess said looking at Robby

â�œ YEa what Jess?â� Robby said a little annoyed at her. She wouldnâ�™t even be in the band if she couldnâ�™t sing.

â�œ Well Jen and Jordynâ�™s last nam is the same is Gerard and Mikey Way.â� She said.

â�œ Hey your right Ive never realized that. I wonderâ� Robby got to thinking. I wonder if they are realated. He thought. We all are from New jersey. Witch means nothing but. It might mean something. Hmm Ill have to figuar this one out on my own. Robby thought to himself.

MOVie Review

V FOR VENDETTA

If you never seen this movie then your missing out for sure!!! Dude i watched it last night or this moing at like 12:15-2:30 am

Its a very awesome movie it kinda twisted but its not really

V is a killer but you learn about him thought out the movie. Natalie Portman, Hugo Weaving and Stephen rea. Stare in this movie. It was made in 2006 and my parents woulnt let me ever see it. But then i finally tonight got to see it.

WATCH V FOR VEnDETTA

CD REVIEW!!!!

KAty Perry One of the boys.

OMG OMG MG This cd is an wicked cd its not wat i expected but it was very mind blowng Katy perry has a voice thats just AH!!

I kissed a girl was her singual. And thats the 1st song i heard by her. I kliked it and i bouth the Cd.

If you not listed to her then i sugsest you do!!!! CHeck her out!!

OH AND WARPED TOUR IN NINE DAYS!!!! =D

LOVE

Jen

CHECK THIS SHIT OUT!!!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS

I KISSED A GIRL

WHOS GOING TO WARPED TOUR IN ATL GA??? ON JULY 9 IF YOU ARE HIT ME UP BC DUDE WE CAN MEET UP LOL!!!!~JEN

WAYWARD MARCH ONE

SO YO THIS WAS INTRODUCE A FEW POST BACK SO GO CHECK IT OUT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOT THIS FAN FIC????~JEN RBC

"Jen!!" I heard my name beging called. Even though i had my head phones in and music blasting i still heard my name. I really didnt care so i didnt do any thing i lay there poolside in the WARM sun.

All of a sudden i felt Two hands wrap round me and pull me up and run with me. I looked up and saw Brad. His Blonde hair blowin though the wind as he ran with me toward the pool.

" BRAD STOP!" i yelled. Not stopping him from jummping into the COld pool with me in his arms. I stayed under the cold water for a few momments then i resurfaced. The wind was blowing so it hit my wet body like arrows. It stung. I ran over to my chair and grabed my towel.

I looked over and saw Brad getting out of the pool shivering. He was running toward me. I didnt know what he wanted so i watched him..

"Jen Shareing is careing" He said grabing at my towel.

"What? Then i dont care this is MINE!" i said lossing it up and wraping half around my tiny body and he took the other side and did the same.

"YAY you do care." He siad smlein and he and i started to walk back toward the house intil we both stoped dead in our tracks and looked over to the old ladys house next door. There in her yard sat 2 plastic rain deer. I looked over to Brad and he looked at me. We both droped the towel and took off running. We were both almost over the fence when something or more like someone pulled us down causeing me and him both to fall flat on our butts.

I looked up and saw Chris. Its dark hair was spiked and his eyes glinced in the sun.

"OW...." i said rubing my butt and looking up at him

"Well you two better not try and do what i think you where about to do." He said poniting at us..

"We wasnt..." i lied causeing brad to bust out laughing

"Leave the ladys stuff alone she called the cops on you last time and this time im not bailing your butts out of jail!" Chris told us and walked away.

I looked at brad and he looked at me. He had one of thoses grins that said well get it some way!

"What?" I aksed him.

"Ok tonight after Allen, Chris, and Paul are all asleep we will come back for them Poooor pooor deer.:" he said. This caused me to smile. Iloved how he thinks.

"Ok works wonderfuly for me!!" I said smileing an evil smile as we both got up and started to the house. He stoped and picked up the towel and went on his way back into the house.I follow quickly. The wind was still blowing ad it still so happen to be cold.

I sat on th couch as i waited for the guys to fall asleep. When Allen came in the room.

" Yo Jen" He said and sat beside me.

" Um..yea?" I asked takeing myattion off the TV and looking at him.

" Well Paul kinda wants to uh...um Talk to ya!" He said with sympthmy in his eyes.

" Again?" I asked tring not to tear up but Paul was weird he was Jelouse off all my guy friends.

" Well...." The allen shook hes head and shured... " I dont know any thing." Allen said loking at the TV.

I finally sighed and got upfrom the couch and walked up the staris that happen to lead to Pauls room. His door was shut when i made it there. Unusally, he never shut his door.

I opened the door slowly and hear moaning and what i saw was just heart breaking.

"PAUL!" I welled at hin. He jumped up fast and looked at me wided eyed.

" WHY THE HEll are you in here?" He yelled.

" IM Your gril friend i think i have a right to be in here Who isth girl?" I asked holding bck tears.

BRADS POV

All i could hear was Jen and aul yelling they are not right for each other she shoul be mine. I could treat her WAY better then Paul could ever! Goah will they ever shut up? Serioulsy I am tring to think ofa plan to get them deer out of The Old Ladys yard with out gettig.... Caught by her or chris...getting attacked by the ladys dog...or seting the alamr off.

There was a kock on my door. I got up to open it and BAM! I was punched in the face.

" OW What the hell" I asked Paul who had just broke my Jaw

" You, Brad Stay far away from my GIRL!" He said to me. I got up off the ground and looked at him.

" I dont think Shes Really your girl when you have 10 every night!!!" I dished out at him all he could do was thow another punch. But does he hit me??

GUESS WHOS 29?!?

HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY PETE WENTZ

i just wanted to wish Pete a happy birthday and thank him for everything hes done. And to tell him COngrats on everything!! !LOL

I WONT EVER LET THEM HURT YOU!! CHAPTER TWO!!!

I WONT EVER LET THEM HURT YOU!! CHAPTER TWO!!

He keep his mind on her the whole night. As she danced as she smiled as she did anything. He made sure to keep and eye out for anyone that would try and take this wonderful creature from him.

"Well Mr. Gerard. Its getting a tad late. Are you not tried of me yet?" She asked him with a smirk.

"Oh never! That is not possible Miss. " He told her in reply.

"Well i need to go and check in with my brother. So Stay" She comnaded him.

"I shall not move a musle" He told her as he acted like he wuld nt move.

"Very well" She smiled and gracefully skiped acrossed the room.

Once Emma had found her borther she was very tried. She never could find him in a huge crowrd like this. He always seemd to be hidding from her.

She found him near the other side of the ballroom. He was danceing with a rather young girl. Emma thought she couldnt have been older then her. Emma waked up on her brother taped his shouled and smiled as he turned to her.

"Yes?" He asked acting as if she had just messed up his moment with the young grl with blonde hair.

"You told me to find you at mid-night" She replied to him. Looking down before she could see his face. Every onece in awhile He would gett arngry at her for no reason. She was scared of him. But she lovd him. He was the last of her family execpt her step brother who had lived though the horrible acident.

"Very well Emily." He siad as he motion hr off

" Hmm... whatever Adam."She said as she went off on her marry little way. On her way back to Gerard she bummped into someone. Someone that she cared about who treated her better then her real brother. He was her Step brother but yet he was more real to her then ever.

"Hello Jared." She said as she pulled herself off the floor.

" Hey Emma haveing fun tonight?" He asked with a smile.

"Of course i am!" She told him. Then he lend in and whisper in her ear. " I got the tickets." Then he pulled away beaming from ear to ear.

" Yo mean you got the Underoath tickets" She said a little suprised. She knew Jard could do anything. He could pull alot oF strings to get what ever he wanted.

"Yes!And we are so there tomorrow night!" he said still beaming.

"DUDEEE!!" She squeled.

"Shhh Adam." Jared said as Adam, who was now alone, made his way over to the siblings.

" Jared, Emma" He addressed them. " i think it is time to go" He told them. Emma wasnt ready to go at all she want to dance with Gerard some more.

"Im not ready to leave just yet. " She told her older. Who just stared at her for a brif second then rolled his eyes.

"Whatever We are leaving at 2 am if your still not ready to go then to Bad" he said as he to gracefully walked like she had done.

SHe talked with Jared a few more momments then went back to find Gerard. She found him in the same spot where she had left him.

"Well hello again" He said as soon as she was close enough.

"Why hello" She smiled

"Would you like to go for a walk in the graden?" He asked her. She beamed up at him. How did he know i love gradens? And the dark? She asked herself

"Yes" She said. They started their way out. Once outside he grabed her hand and laced their fingres.

If i do i have to do it now. I have to i dont have any other time. Its now or loss her to someone eles. No You cant. But you cant let someone eles have her either.

So this is my only chance do it now never. He thought to himself.

Will he keep her for his own?!?~jen

I WONT EVER LET THEM HURT YOU!! CHAPTER ONE!!

I WONT EVER LET THEM HURT YOU!! CHAPTER ONE!!

As she danced gracefully around the ball room floor. As her dress swayed in the wind. She smiled. She smiled that one wonderful smile. That one smile that could make ones day. That smile that brought you from the dark to the light.

But as fast as that smile was there it was gone even faster .When she saw him. Him the one that had broke her heart. The one who said she was the only one. Then one she loved and still did love.

She tried to get away as fast as she could. Before he Saw her. But It seemed her heals would not move fast enough. He saw her. He saw he turn away. He saw her. Walk ever so gracefully away from him .

â�œEmmaâ� He called after her. This made her stop, turn to his view and smile a fake smile at him

â�œWell Hello, Peter.â� She said bitterly at him.

â�œYou look rater lovely tonightâ� He compliment her.

â�œ Yea and you donâ�™t look to bad your selfâ� She replied trying to think of any excuses to get away from him. She didnâ�™t look into his eyes because she knew that as soon as she did she would be sucked in and would never find her way out.

â�œEmmaâ�¦. I miss youâ� He told her. Witch made her roll her big, ice, blue eyes. He pulled this before and it only cause her more pain.

â�œ Pete.. Live your life with out me. You know I was only your fucking buddyâ� She whispered to him hoping none of the elders didnâ�™t hear her.

â�œ No Emily I do I do miss youâ�¦. I realize I made a huge mistakeâ�¦. Emma its been 2 yearsâ�¦ Ilove you please just listen to meâ�¦â� He begged her. She still never looked into his eyes. Or even at his face. She kept her glaze at the new, young gentleman that had just enter the room with Mrs. Doris. He was very handsome. She was falling for a guy she hadnâ�™t even spoke to .

â�œ Emma?â� Pete questioned her.

â�œ Huh? Yes Pete?â� she asked

â�œ Okâ�¦. Can we still be friends? And stop all this tense between us?â� He asked her. This caused her to smile. It was not the smile form moments before but a new one. A one that told him that that meant the world to her. Thatâ�™s all she ever wanted him as a friend but then they stared dating and she fell way to fast in love with him,.

â�œ Yes of course Pete!â� She smiled again and hugged him and of course he hugged her back. They went their separate ways. He went and danced with one of Emmaâ�™s friends. As She stood there thinking of ways to talk to the new fellow in the room. She had lost track of him so she stood there gazing at the walk behind where he had stood moments before.

â�œ Just go talk to him im sure he will talk backâ� She heard a voice behind her say.

â�œ Huh?â� She turned to find the New Fellow standing there more handsome then before. He smiled at her.

â�œ I said you should just go and speak to the fellow you keep starting atâ� He told her.

â�œ Well I seem to be doing so right nowâ� She said titling her head to hide her rose colored cheeks.

â�œ Well if thatâ�™s the case. Im Gerard.â� He said sticking out his hand., She smiled and took it. He kissed the back of her hand and smiled.

â�œ Well Im Emmaâ� She told him

â�œ Oh is that true?â� He asked her looking up and smiling

â�œ Oh yes it is.â� She replied. His hair seemed to work with his skin tone. He was pale and his hair was dark. She looked into his eyes. They seemed to be a greenish color when they started their little chat. But for some reason now his eyes where a violet color mixed with red. Is that possible. She asked her self as she started into his big pretty eyes.

â�œ Well Miss. Emma may I have this dance?â� He asked her. All she did was nod.

He escorted her to the floor and started to dance. They dance all night. The last song was a slow song. He wrapped his arms around her waist and her arms went up around his neck. And they danced slowly around the floor.

She felt like she had know him forever. Maybe in another life or something

He felt the same about her. He couldnâ�™t place his finger on it. He knew there was something very different about this girl. He knew that he had to have her as his own before someone else had her for their own.

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INTRO TO WAYWARD MARCH

Living in one house with 4 boys.One bathroom. 3 bed rooms and 1 couch! How would you feel if you was the only girl? Well i dont care i wouldnt trade this life for nothing! I live this band Called Wayward. They are a great bunch and illove each and everyone of them alot. If any one tries to change the bond between me and this band i probly would have to kill them.

CHRIS STANTON

Chris. Hes like my big brother always have been. He keeps me out of troblue and gets me out. He took me in when i wa really little like mabe 11 and he was 14 bout to be 15. His parents treated m as if i was their own. Chris is very protective of me and ilove him!! He is in an awsome band thats called Wayward. He sings. Hes is and awsome sinngger i love just listening to him. Me and him are SUPRE close.

PAUL

OK So Paul and i have had our ups and downs. We dated then we didnt then we dated again. So yea. Pauls an awsome guy also ilove him alot. We are datting at the moment but who knows how long this will last.

Paul is Wayward's drumer and he sings!!

ALLEN

Not much i can say about him! Hes an AWSOME KID and ilovehim to Death. Even though and can get a bit anoying sometimes But hes the greatest! Hes always makeing jokes thats just not funny but sometimes he makes some pretty awsome ones! Hes always plling my hair and helping me fall but oh well i was going to fall anyway with out his help.

Allen plays Gee-tair in Wayward and he kicksass!!! =]

BRAD

Hes my best frined in the whole WORLD! He helps with allmy prombles! Even though hes CRAZY and sill some times hes still a great friend. He and I Do Alot together. We are always getting in trouble, With the old lady next door and the cops. Chris always has to Get us out of our little mess!!!! =) Brad plays the Bass for their band Wayward!!

Ans then theres me. Im a kid that her parents didnt want. So i ran away. Then i meet Chris. He took me home and let me meet his parents who immdeamly liked me. They took me in and treated me as if i was their own. Ive been with Chris For 6 years. And im not planing on leaveing him any time soon! He treats me good. When im around him i dont feel as messed up as i know i am.

SOOOO??? WHAT DO U THINK I THINK THIS MIGHT GO ALONG WAY!!! heh e

WAYWARD IS A REAL BAND AND THE GUYS ARE REAL TOOO SOOO ADD THEM TO MYSPACE? THEY ARE AWSOME AND SUPRE FRIENDLY!!!!! =)

http://www.myspace.com/waywardrockmusic

the story of a rock stars kid 6

NEXT CHAPTER

SO I woke up the next morning felling GOOD. I looked to the left and saw William still asleep. Haha. I laughed as I got out of bed and walked to my room.

A few hours later I had packed all my stuff. Had a shower, wrote some lyrics and listen to my I-Pod. I was bored and no one was up yet. We was leavening the house at 10 because we had a plane to catch at 11. I looked at my clock beside my bed and it read. 9:15. Guess I need to get the boys up. I told myself and I walked out the room.

I walked to all the guys rooms exact daddyâ�™s. When everyone was up I decide I would go get star bucks and then wake Dad up.

I was about to walk out the door when some one knocked. I open the door and found Bob and Ray smiling happily at me. I let them in and talked for a few moments. Then I headed out again but was stopped at the door by frank. I let him in an left.

I got every one coffee and headed home. When I got there I saw Patrick holding Ray back, William holding Frank back, and my dad holding Bob back. Fire in all of their eyes. Each one of them looked really pissed. Frank had blood running down his cheek, Rayâ�™s eye was already swelling. And Bob he was bleeding from his nose and also had a black eye.

â�œ Whats going on?â� I half way yelled as I placed all the coffee on the table.

â�œ Well Bob said something and rank mumbled something and then Bob jumped on frank and ray then jumped in. â�œ William told me.

â�œ WHAT FUCK YOU GUYS!â� I yelled at ray Frank and Bob. They all stopped giving each other Death glares and looked at me with hurt.

â�œ What?â� Ray asked

â�œ You hared me! I SAID FUâ�¦â� I started but daddy cut me off

â�œ She said nothing!â� he said looking at me meanly

â�œ Rach im sorryâ�¦â� Bob & frank said at the same time

â�œ Whatever tell me when you guys can grow up and lets us go to Hawaii in peace.â� I said walking away to my room.

A few minutes had passed and there was a knock on the door I open it to find Frank and Bob.

â�œYea?â� I asked

â�œ Where sorry weâ�™ve made upâ� They both said/

â�œOk lets go â�œ I said knowing that that make up wasnâ�™t going to last. I was ready to leave Chicago and go to Hawaii!

ON THE PLANE

We sat in the airport for to hours because our plane had be delayed. But we finally got on the plane. I sat next to frank and Bob. They where both talking and laughing as I sat in the middle! Bob and frank keep talking and catching up.

After we got off the plane we went straight to the hotel and got to go to the beach.

I laid out on the beach with headphones in , sunglasses on and I laid there in the warm and nice sand under the wonderful bright sun. I was good intill some one came up and stood in front of me blocking my Wonderful sun.

I open my eyes and same some guy I had never seen in my whole life in his hands he held a camber . The guy smile and started taking pictures of me and then a lot of other people came up and started doing the same thing and yelling my name

â�œ RACHEL IS IT TURE your dating WILLIAM?â� one yelledâ�¦ Then I realized they were all reporters Goah being in Hawaii makes you forget about these people. I thought to myself

â�œ NOâ� I yelled as I grabed my stuff and pushed passed them still yelling questions and taking pictures.

â�œ IS IT TURE YOU PREGANT RACHEL?â� one person yelled this caused me to turn and stare at them

â�œ What the fuck! Look how tiny I am do I look like im pregnant?â� I yelled at themâ�¦.

â�œ IS THE DAD TO YOUR BABY REALLY JOE?â� the same person yelled

â�œ FUCK NO LEAVE ME ALONEâ� I said running back into the hotel about to cry. Do I really look pregnant? I keep asking myself. Am I fat? I asked and looked down at my body. I did look fat.

No more eating for you the Rach. I told myself and went to my room and went to sleep.

SRY ITS SHORT AND SUCKING BUT OH WELL